Rachel & Lucie are playing Monopoly

We got the Christmas tree today ... supposedly from the same farm that supplies one of the White House trees for the "blue" room. I'm impressed ... not!

We took all the stuff down from storage, actually I took it all down. Then we put the little white lights on ... and there it sits. Smells good, boxes all about. Bek is at Mikey's for their belated Thanksgiving feast. Liz is upstairs reading. She told me to be quiet as I howled outside her window as I let Stella out in the back yard.

I think Lucie is losing ... but she's having a ball. They shopped most of the day, while I dusted, vacuumed and brought the stuff down. I got to move a curio cabinet too, but still feeling like I should get out on the bike. It was cool today, rained last night, so I didn't mow.

Tomorrow the girls go to the Durham Performing Arts Center (DPAC) to see the "Phantom" ... Lucie and I get to see it on Wednesday. I get to do an "ant colony" story this Sunday for the kiddos. The girls decorate the tree tomorrow, the older two go for a hair appointment, then Christmas pictures, then Phantom. Lucie is gonna prepare pistachio chicken ... In just a couple days Liz heads back to PA to finish her semester.

We STILL don't have our plans finalized. Is it the 20th we head up? Dunno, but we'll figure it out. It was a good Thanksgiving. The girls were laughing at me today, cause I started my bah humbug routine, and when Lucie told me not to, they said, "Mom, don't stop it, it is our longest lasting tradition to have Dad be a pill at the holidays!"

We take comfort in the silliest of traditions. Even if I do my yearly Scrooge routine ... bah humbug.

1963 on this date, where were you?

Anniversary of Kennedy's shooting. Do you believe in conspiracies? I'm heading off to church, we will be late, so I have to stop now ...

I'm back. What happened? Not much, a bit of mowing, a bit of leaf raking. Last night Lucie helped me clean out our gutters. She stood at the base of the ladder. Not that she'll steady it that much, but she keeps an eye on me. And she has 911 on speed dial ... (not really). It was getting dark, and I waited on Lucie to get back with the girls. Lucie handed me the blower, and helped me move the ladder. We worked as a team, which dovetailed nicely into what Pastor Benji had to say about marriage.

We haven't quite planned out what our travel plans are for December. Al made sure he told me that I hadn't asked him if he wanted us to come to NH ... so Al, can we come to NH? Is it all right with you?

So much to plan for before we leave. The Carney's are taking Stella ... we just need to have someone water and feed the kitty. Oh Santa, take Questra to the north pole with you!

We have a Christmas party invite to two parties on the same night. One at our Pastor's house, another at our realtor's house ... now one would think that wouldn't be a dilemma, but I wanted to go to Peggy Su's party.

Since Lucie works at the church office, I guess that is the right thing to do. (bet you nobody spikes the egg-nog though)

So I've been listening to Christmas Music on 106.1 ... normally WRDU plays country and lots of sports programs. Now it is playing Christmas music ... It drives the girls crazy ...Dad, you can't listen to that until next Friday. ... so I'm starting early .. big deal.

November 21st ... been a while

But been inspired by the Markerts starting their blog. So much has happened since our last post ... life happens, ready or not it happens.

I'm thinking of a work colleague, Ken. I've known Ken for about 20 years. We first worked together at DEC (Digital Equipment Corp) and he in recent years (at my urging) joined Fidelity. Last June Ken got some earth shattering news about his health. His prognosis is that he wont see 2010. Things we take for granted, that at least I take granted.

Lord, I thank you for my health... I thank you for my family's health. So much I take for granted.

Ken, I know even though you say it burns your skin (you crack me up) I'm praying for you.

ahem ahem ahem

It's evening, I should be reading a good book. A bad book would be ok too ... you know something that wouldn't cut it in literary circles, but nonetheless is entertaining. Lucie is in the next room reading her Esther study by Beth Moore. That's enriching, that is stretching her understanding and growing her faith. If not reading, I should be jogging, or doing some aerobics on the treadmill ... something to burn off excess calories. I'm sure there is a caloric figure for typing, so I guess it is better than doing nothing, but I'm not quite sure my doctor would qualify it as life improving. (Calories Burned: 37 calories per hour)

Bekkah, Brielle and I (Brielle, is a neighbor and classmate of Bekkah's) went to Boone NC to visit App State ... the potential higher institution that Bekkah would like to attend. The "mountaineer" is Yosef, the Appalachian State mascot. I always talked about the appalachian trails in NH, but here they pronouce it differently I used to say: AP-uh-LAY-shun but here it is pronounced: AP-uh-LATCH-in. So Bekkah wants to attend AP-uh-LATCH-in State. The campus was really nice, and the price for in-state tuition/room and board hovers around 10K / year. She wants to do something with sciences and loves the outdoors. Boone gets an average of 3' of snow per year ... so that would suit Ms. Bekkah just fine.

10 Things I hate about ... cars

Okay, so how could any guy hate anything about cars? Well, being less than a motorhead, and having grown up in a bevy of grease monkeys (I'm sure bevy is for quail and not monkeys, that would be "troop") You would or could assume that cars could be my thing. They are and they aren't. Let me try to explain, I love a cool set of wheels just as much as most people ... but its the whole falling out of like with cars that I hate. The process, the cost, the ten things I hate about cars:

1.) Depreciation: drive it off the lot, and it ain't worth as much as it did 4 seconds before

2.) Maintenance: sure oil changes, air in tires, washing all part of the deal, but wash and wax, let alone hand wax? Cleaning interiors? Vacuuming? Not a joy, just a once in a while thing for me.

3.) Parking ... our driveway is not easy, and parking on NC soft clay (after a rain anyway) is a PAIN. Where will I park/house a 4th vehicle?

4.) Jockeying for "which wheels" in a family of 4.5 drivers (Rachel is on permit) ... one standard, two automatics, now w/ Lucie's knees giving out, the standard is pretty much mine, however let's move cars around to get it out of the garage.

5.) Features: we got the scion, bare bones EXCEPT for the remote door lock, that was the only optional feature. Buy new and a whole bunch of features, like can you really do without carpet mats? We did for the scion, now I kinda wish I didn't have the ADAP generics that slide all the time.

6.) Gas, gas and more gas ... and the auto needs fuel too.

7.) Insurance: 17 year old, no accidents ... "A" student: all good, but get a 4th car and insurance goes way up, not just to ensure the new vehicle, but because purportedly she has access to wheels 12X7 (curfew hours for another few months)

8.) NC tax, the price of the car is NOT the price of the car, you have to pay Gov. Purdue, we all know she needs the money more than I do. I miss NH's tax-less policy ...

9.) Where am I gonna get $400 extra a month? egads do I go credit union? 0% dealer finance? 3.75% loan from 401K?

10.) The whole buying process, sure there is Streetwise buying guide ... but I hate the whole charade they play, like the: "let me ask my boss about this price" deal ...

So the whole thing "stinketh high heaven" .... I don't wanna do it, but our "youngest" car is 6 years old ... we don't have reliable 12 or 11 year old cars, they have squeaks, pings, and their jiggles abound ... why couldn't I be born rich instead of handsome ... oh yeah, that's just my imagination again ;^)

I could go "used" and hope for the best, 'cause that's what I feel I would be doing ... I don't trust car dealers, and even if you find one you can trust, it's still a lemon roulette ... do I get a 5K vehicle that costs tons to keep up? still a loan as I don't have 5K ... how long will it last? Will I get lucky ... surely someone must love to quibble and do the whole car thang? Are you out there?


My requirements are relatively few:





* A/C is not optional, we are in NC

* FORD sorry, you are NOT in my gonna drive category, I'd rather not have a YUGO either (whole other blog post on FORD, but it is a vow I plan on keeping)

* Gas mileage is a factor ... so most gas guzzlers would be passed over

* Safety: will it get me from point A to B in one piece

Places we saw, and people we met ...

Bolivia,

Poor, raw, beautiful. One of the ministries we helped was a crib making ministry, Following the Master Carpenter ...


Nate Hitson gave us a tour of the workshop, and we helped him build bridges with his landlord by working on turning up soil for a future garden in the government run orphanage that houses his workshop.

The new interns in Bolivia, serving with the Timmers are the Mosey's, Ted, Caroline and baby son Jude. Like Marty and Judy, they are from Indianapolis, and tried to play down the fact that the Colts smashed the Pats ... but all in good fun.

Here are some pics from Bolivia: http://picasaweb.google.com/dlaregpou/BoliviaJuly919th

My Bolivian Anthem

... to love You from the Inside Out ... Your glory goes beyond all fame ... and the cry of my heart is to bring You praise, from the Inside Out ...


When in Bolivia this song came back to me over and over, it would just well up in me. Could He be trying to change me from the inside out?

Cochabamba Bolivia or Bust!

It is here. What is here? It, the trip, the excursion, the "mission". On Thursday July 9th, the Poulin clan heads south to Bolivia to have less of us and more of Him. Sure, you know who I am talking about, Jesus. Why go to Bolivia? Why think I will have more of the Lord Jesus down there?

Good questions, it's not that Cochabamba, the provincial capital that we will be based in, has the tallest "Christo", or that God loves Bolivia, therefore hangs out there more that makes me say that. It really is all about making ourselves available. You see, here in comfortable Durham North Carolina, I have things to do. You know like "test the pool water", dig mud trenches, spread dirt, mow lawns, paint fences, pay bills, walk the dog, answer the phone, catch up on the news .... etc. etc. etc.

By removing myself from my life, I.E. flying to the second poorest nation in this hemisphere (second only to Haiti), I make myself available. Available to listen, pray, work, love, be Jesus with skin on for those who don't know of Him. Something about holding an orphan in your arms, smiling at the toothy children and lovin' on them that just refreshes the soul.

This refreshing is different, cause this time I'm taking my two youngest and my beloved. (Yes, Lucie, I mean you!) We also get to meet up in Miami with our NH church family from BCC, so we will be able to spend time in laughter and fellowship as we go down to serve our Bolivian brothers and sisters.

No cell phone reception, computers or normal contact with civilization. The International Orphanage Union was started by the Timmers. This missionary family from the mid-west has been ministering by serving the orphans of Bolivia. I believe there are eight (8) orphanages in various states of completion. Some of course are finished and occupied, some have land purchased, and others are under construction. They are scattered within a days travel from our base in Cochabamba, I'm not exactly sure of what the itinerary will be, but whether we are painting, shoveling, doing a brick brigade, whatever service we render will do us more good than them.

This will be my second trip to Bolivia, the last one I was accompanied by Liz. This one will be different, with Bek, Rachel and Lucie, so pray that we all are touched and moved by what God is preparing for us. Saturday, July 11th, around sundown, we will be in a public square with other missions teams, getting ready to provide "leche", "pan" y "fruitas" (milk/bread/fruit) to indigent families. Along with a medical team to screen infants for disease, two tents will be set up with warm water, soap and basins and the girls will experience washing babies who will get their one free bath for the week. New clothes will be given, and the babies will be off to their momma's care until the next week. Pray that Bek and Rachel will be moved with Christ's love for His children who have nothing. OK, I'm being selfish here, as soon we will be dealing with malls and back-to-school shopping, and I'm hoping that they realize how blessed they are to have everything they do have. To read about Viviana, the little girl in the photo, click here.

Pray, if you can, that everyone's health holds up. Specifically for Lucie, who is prone to kidney stones. But in general for the whole team to not get Montezuma's revenge and (for some of us) avoid semi-centurion aches and pains!

Mémère update!

My Mom is doing phenomenally .... she is no longer even using a cane! Said goodbye to the walker, and tomorrow, July 7th, she goes to tour a new apartment that Dad has moved into. My sib's were able to get them a larger apartment in the same complex, so instead of the first floor, they will be on the third floor, with a bigger bathroom and living area. Folks, I'm so amazed, Mom is actually preparing to be discharged from the Rehab to her home. Kudo's to my siblings and their spouses, they have worked hard to make this happen, makes me proud to call them family!

The Parkinson's medication has all but alleviated the tremors she was experiencing. She is now swallowing with much less difficulty, she even got to go on an excursion to the "Yokohama" Polynesian style "Japanese" restaurant in Gorham. She ate two Kushi's (a skewered chicken/onion/pepper dish). Friends, I was really thinking back in May that Mom's time was drawing to a close, but apparently, she still has something more to accomplish! One of Mom's favorite sayings while we were growing up was that if we learned something new that day, it wouldn't be our day to die. (OK, head trip right, like "pay attention in school ... or else" ... but she always had an appetite to learn things).

As far as the Lewy Body disease, the only true diagnosis is with an autopsy, so she does experience times of confusion, so we aren't out of the proverbial waters yet. The great thing about being home is that she won't be lonely, as Dad will be with her 24/7. Wheels on meals will be stopping in daily, along with my brood of siblings checking in and making sure that all is well. Rehab has had Mom doing household chores, like setting the table and doing dishes.

Please continue to hold my folks up:
1.) That the Lord will show her what her work is, that He is restoring her for
2.) That she remain safe in her new environment
3.) That Mom and Dad can recharge their batteries from this strain / ordeal of the past few months.

So, this week promises to be busy (I haven't started packing) but I'm expecting good things to happen. Know that I truly appreciate your prayers, and remain amazed at God's grace and sustenance.

Update on Mom

(NOTE: Franglais is spoken in this video: French and English)

The video shows Mom, able to get up from a chair and walk with a walker. As simple as this seems, it is quite remarkable. She continues to eat, and is doing physical therapy at the rehab facility.

Your prayers as always are coveted. We see this wonderful physical sign that Mom is getting stronger, however there are still grave concerns about her future. Will she be independent enough to safely be back in her own apartment. The initial diagnosis for Mom is DLB ( Dementia with Lewy Bodies) is an insidious mental decline. Many mistake it for Alzheimer's Disease (AD), which most people are familiar with and which is a difficult and heart wrenching condition. What differentiates DLB from AD is that the decline is faster, and that parkinsonism (signs of Parkinson's Disease) accompanies it. Add to the confused state of mind, DLB has the additional feature of auditory and visual hallucinations.

So, with this diagnosis of DLB, Mom and Dad have a difficult road ahead. Another feature of DLB is that you have absolutely clear moments where you are completely with it, and all of a sudden, the fog rolls in, you are confused and may be seeing or hearing things. The other thing that is troubling Mom is that she seems to be getting anxious, not wanting to even answer the phone, as she put it ... "it scares me".

Given this diagnosis (the only way to actually confirm it is DLB is at autopsy with examination of the brain) Mom's prognosis is less than sunny. My siblings continue to pursue a different apartment, one which would accommodate a walker. If Mom is able to return home, she would need constant supervision. Given Mom and Dad's financial situation, their funds would give out in about six months.

Dad is not the healthiest of 81- ( soon to be 82 ) year-olds either. He would be unable to give Mom the assistance and care she needs. Dad is barely mobile, and probably should give up his keys / car. At this point, he goes over each day to spend time with Mom. Pray that his health would hold up, and that he be able to continue coping with this situation.

So, being in NC with the folks up in NH is problematic. Thank God, I have five of my six siblings right in the area and that they are looking out for things for Mom and Dad. If Mom indeed has DLB, then only God can heal her. There is no cure, no real treatment (avoiding certain medications and they experiment with Alzheimer's drugs) and the decline is progressive.

Thanks to all of you for your prayers and warm thoughts, those are indeed sustaining us. God bless you all (or as we say in the south, y'all)!

Gerry

Adorable sleeping baby

Sorry just couldn't resist.

Monday, Monday ....

But actually, unlike the Mamas and the Papas, my Monday is good. Good to be back to work. Sunday was a great message, and the pool guys are at the house putting in the liner. Mom continues to improve, though she is having some swelling in her feet, so appreciate those prayers for her.

We have a pile of dirt that needs to go. Tamping of dirt around the pool and in about two weeks, we will have our patio/decking put in, fencing put up and when we get back from Bolivia, hopefully all will be settled and ready for our pool.

We've also put up several bird feeders, and the most consistent visitors are North Carolina's state bird, the cardinal.

I've also spotted some green hummingbirds, darting in and out of our nectar feeder. Wrens, finches, woodpeckers have all been seen as well. Very relaxing to see the feeding frenzy outside of our screened porch. The cat seems oblivious to anything around her, at 18 years of age, she probably has passed her prime for pouncing. We continue to enjoy our new homestead in the great state of North Carolina.

Mom is in REHAB

No, not THAT kind of rehab, but physical rehab. She's made great strides since I last saw her at AVH last Saturday evening. I spoke to her this afternoon, and her speech is so much clearer, really is remarkable.

Her first goal is to attend my niece's high school graduation on June 12th. They are working to that goal, and even though her base of operation will be the rehab facility, she'll be able to plan and take excursions out for short periods of time.

Mom is also eating "mechanical" soft foods, not just purée'd foods. She also works with physical, speech and occupational therapists so that she can safely move around and get in and out of bed without assist.

Thanks so much for your prayers. God is GOOD!

If you feel up to dropping her a note:

Theresa Poulin
ATTN: Second Floor Rehab Dept.
St. Vincent De Paul Rehab Center
29 Providence Avenue
Berlin, NH 03570

Home sweet, "steamy" home

Durham, NC (27707) Weather Forecast

We flew into Raleigh-Durham yesterday and felt our first 80+ degree weather in a week. NH was rainy, damp and if we hit the 60's those were the warm moments. It is catch as catch can back in Berlin as far as weather goes. It was cool, but also very green. Those sunny moments with the backdrop of the Presidential Range was beautiful. So I'm back in the NC piedmont "flatlands" and we are definitely in warmer clime.

Thanks for all the prayers for Mom, she continues to improve and now our prayer request includes what next ... where can she do re-hab and ultimately live long term. My parent's current appartment is not conducive to walkers and wheel chairs. Just because we don't know what happens next doesn't mean we need to worry, but it is a concern for us on how to keep Mom and Dad safe.

Family History: An oral tradition

A great suggestion was made my by cousin Cécile Labbé this week, one where we would gather our families, those who make up the Tremblay clan specifically and tell stories so that our oral family history would not end with us. Of course, much of this was brought on by our celebrating Mom and Dad's 60th anniversary. We celebrated a few days early, on Weds, instead of Saturday, but true to our family, we were able to gather again on Saturday to fête them once more.

Cousin Cécile and I swapped stories, things our parents had told us about our aunts and grandparents that weren't necessarily told to everyone. Its a rich tradition, probably embellished a tad as it is retold, but nonetheless, the bones and structure of the story remain solid and it would be great for the neices and nephews to understand a bit of where they come from. We thought the perfect setting would be around a campfire where we could share little vignettes of what our parents told us, more ears to hear about where we come from to shed light perhaps on where we are today, and where we might be going.

I'm not sure that we'll ever really arrange a time where we can physically all be around a campfire, but in today's virtual arena of internet and email, perhaps we can gather around a virtual campfire, and each post stories that we heard from Mom / Dad or their folks mémère and pépère. I'm game for that, as I think if everyone could think of one story, the exercise of capturing that and posting it would allow all of us to reminisce and perhaps rekindle those roots which are in part at least, responsible for where we are today. We should tell of the joys, the sorrows, the fear, the pain, the laughter ... life, yeah, we should tell of the life we have lived. It would be good for our kids to know, to sense where it is they come from

Half a century

So what does it feel like to turn the big 5-0??? Dunno if it feels any different than 49 did. It is strange to be in Berlin this long, I was down in the Manchester area to bring Rachel down, stayed overnight with our dear friends the Dukelows. Really we are blessed with friends and family.

Mom is holding on. We celebrated her's and Dad's 60th anniversary yesterday May 27th, just shy of 3 days of the actual anniversary. The hospital was fantastic, they provided decorations, a room to gather in, even audio-visual equipment to show the video I posted earlier. We laughed, we cried, we toasted to the 60 year accomplishment.

It exhausted Mom, with all the commotion, but I checked in last night around 8:30 PM, and she was sleeping soundly. Looks like I'll be heading home on Sunday, tired but fullfilled. Knowing that she is comfortable, or as comfortable as she can be. I appreciate all the prayers, we can feel them. Dad is tired too, he he's 81, and doesn't have much stamina, but has been a trooper to be with Mom.

No IV in her now, she gets whatever sustenance she can get through purees and drinks like milk and water. Before I saw Mom, before she came north to AVH in Berlin, I had asked if she had bought a new bikini to come swimming in when she came down to North Carolina. So I just had to stop and pick out a little red number and we presented that to her for her 60th anniversary.

Liz flies up tomorrow, I'll pick her up in Manchester and she'll come north to see her mémère. Pray for wisdom for the docs, as we have one final test from an ear nose and throat specialist to rule out any growth that could be exacerbating her difficulty swallowing. Wouldn't it be awesome if Mom could get some relief and actually take in foods and liquids more easily? I know as unlikely as it is, that we serve a living breathing God, and that Mom could still recover. I'm not grasping at straws I just acknowledge that as highly improbable as that sounds, that it is still possible. Our goal is NOT to do heroics, but just keep Mom as comfortable as she can be.

Son, husband, father, brother

We all wear many hats, and my current season is one where I'm saying goodbye to my mom.



The song is the Prayer, but instead of Celine Dion it is David Phelps and the daughter Lauren Talley from the Talley Trio singing. David is Lucie's favorite male vocalist ...

The above video is a quick montage, hardly professional, I really need to take some pictures out. Some totally aren't flattering to Mom, but we are whole persons who wear many hats. We aren't always picture perfect, but life rolls on ready or not. As I've said this past weekend more than once, "it is what it is".

While I wish Mom's final days could be lived with gusto, I know she is surrounded by loved ones, and that she knows where she is going. I covet your prayers, that the Lord would take his daughter quickly, that her moments of lucidity outweigh her moments of blankness. This Saturday will be Mom & Dad's 60th anniversary, I'm not sure if Dad will be celebrating with Mom, or mourning ...

Let the angels call her home to Jesus. Thank you all for the prayers that have been sustaining us. Just because I can't stand being serious, might I add, if you choose to watch the video, that I'm usually the cutest one in the pictures. (And does that surprise you that I had to point that out?)

The pictures continue after the music ends, and end with some pictures that are totally blurred ... kind of symbolic (though unintended at the time) of where we are now, seems the music has ended for Mom.

If you haven't hugged a love one today, what are you waiting for?

The Shack: Part 2

Fast forward to minute 35 or so to see the drama from May 10th.

Lizzie is coming home ...

She's on a trans-Atlantic flight from Heathrow to RDU and arrives this afternoon. Lucie and Rachel will be there to greet her. I'm so psyched to give her a bear hug when she gets home.

I have GOT to recommend The Shack, the author came to our church, and though I missed the beginning of his speech, you like I can hear his thoughts on his fictional work here at: http://www.newhopenc.org/message-videos/the-shack/dr-benji-kelley-with-special-guest-william-paul-young.html I suggest you watch this with tissues in hand. If you've ever been ashamed, hurt, depressed ... this book offers (as an allegory) a view of God in His greatness, fullness as a triune person.

I'm also going to ask you to pray for my Mom, who is going through a dark time now and is at Lakes Region Hospital. My siblings are visiting her, but being remote is tough (a curse and a blessing). Please wrap her in your prayers, that she might be able to get out from under the fog of depression. She's also lost much weight, so if the doctors are missing some underlying disease that is a source for the depression, pray that they might find what's going on.

Seven Hostel: Sorrento Italia

Here is a note from Liz:

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Hey family!!!

The Sorrento hostel is AMAZING and has internet access!!! woot woot!!!


I took out 250 euro this afternoon to cover my debt to nikki for the past 2 days and the hostel bill for 3 nights.

So, because it is pretty much hurricane-ing here, they UPGRADED our hotel room and we are in a penthouse room on the ROOF with our own private deck and tanning area. talk.about.amazing.

However, it has been raining a lot so I doubt I'll have either tan lines or a tan. BUT we did have a lucky few hours of sun earlier today and we explored the shore and the local village. We are thinking of either traveling to Capri if it is sunny or Pompeii if it is rainy. I am hoping we'll do Pompeii just because it looks amazing and I've always wanted to travel there. So back to this amazing hostel, it is called hostel7 and it has its own bar club and restaurant downstairs and plenty of upper deck terraces to sunbathe on. You should definitely Google it when you get a moment.


I am missing everyone a lot from London, I got used to my little family there and I will admit that I miss them. However, I am deff ready to come home!!! Living out of a backpack is FUN but just not the same... I am trying to spend money wisely, »I promise! I have kept the souvenir buying to a minimum and have mainly spent moola on food and the necessities. I am going to attempt to top up my cell phone now- I cannot wait to see you all and show you all my fun photos. »I am still not sure how I am going to get my 2 huge suitcases, big backpack and computer case to heathrow next Tuesday, but I am thinking it will involve dressing in something cute and flirting with some strong Brits hahaha. I LOVE you guys and wish you were here experiencing this with me. When we were taking the train from Napoli into Sorrento, the scenery reminded me of the Bolivian rain forest you guys are going to have a blast this summer!!! OH and I just got an email from the camp guy asking me if I would be interested working at a Farm camp this summer. I'll have to look into it a bit more. lol.

Until Tuesday then!

Tell Bek and Rach I miss them terribly and cannot wait to see them next week. I spoiled them a little, so tell them to start preparing to be nice to me for at least a couple of days. hahaha.

Currently, the plan is to stay in sorrento until Thursday and then venture to Rome which will be about a 3 hour journey via 2 modes of transportation, 2 different trains.

If you talk to mémère or pépère tell them I will say hi to the Pope for them and that I will be there in NH in May to see them!!

Love you guys,

LizzY

Looking to weekend with warmup in the 80's

Durham, NC (27707) Weather Forecast

How did I survive New England? Even today, windows are open, air is cool, pollen is EVERYWHERE, but lovin' this weather. Stella is content to be at my feet. Kitchen floor is being put in, so dust is everywhere, but then we'll have one seamless floor downstairs.

Lizzie comes home on the Cinco de Mayo! ... Bek and Rachel have gowned up for a trek to the prom. Louise and Megan are visiting, Gayle and Melissa left Sunday. Life is good.

Happy Friday, wish I were in bed

Ah to have teen daughters who have friends over for supper, b-ball hoop assembly, fire pit Smore's session and of course the requisite movie. Sweeney Todd is NOT Bek's cup o tea. And now it is 12:16, and the 4 young lasses and 2 laddies are keeping me way beyond my bedtime.

Oh the arms of Morpheus beckon me, the movie is done, and now they talk. I gave them the heave-ho speech once, next time I stand there until they leave. Don't they know I need every minute of beauty rest I can grab. You don't look this good without having to rack up the hours of sleep. Man, I'll never star in my own movie if I develop bags under my eyes.

(what a joke, my bags have bags!). Mom is at LGRH in Laconia, for a much needed retreat. It will be tough on Dad, and she made my brother Leo promise to take care of him.. If she actually didn't dote on him, she might not have run herself down so. Mom, don't let anyone tell you otherwise. You are a GREAT Mom, and from everything I see, an Excellent wife.

I've been reading an excellent book, I actually finished it, William Youngs "The Shack" I think Mom could appreciate this at some point when she's doing better. Ah, the company is leaving ... now I can lock up, set the alarm and go to be ... Yeah SLEEP! Bonsoir!

p.s. Wendy, if you read this, we have a job for Randy, set of deck stairs to even out our deck (match the left hand side, set an identical set on the right hand side, to make them symmetrical). Not to mention this will lead to our patio where we will sit to lounge.

Third Fork Creek Greenway?

I took out the original "map" which was useless. This shows the trail that the federal government may go ahead and fund. ( a 2 million plus project) Now there's discussion about the discussion money and how it should be spent. This project is actually one of them: http://www.stimuluswatch.org/project/view/4574

This morning we saw a crew of 5 bambies walking along the creek. I'm not eager for the trail to be done as it will give us "company" as people bike and walk along what is now a quiet waterworks path way. Progress will be progress, who knows if this will actually be built.

Happy 21st Birthday Liz!

This picture was taken this summer as our home was being built. Miss Liz is in London and Vanessa, a fellow Messiah College intern, is planning "something" to celebrate tonight.

Hey Liz, you can watch our church services now at newhope's website ... in fact click "here" and you'll experience the sermon, see Pastor Benji. This looks like the 2nd service. Your sisters were some of those "new hopers" that gave up their seats to let guests sit.

Last night we went to Bek's Sports Banquet. She got a "letter" in soccer, and also received a Scholar Athlete pin for her grades while competing in a sport.

Today Lucie, Bek and Rachel got their second Hep A shot for Bolivia in July. Bek was off due to a teacher's convention. Bek also visited NC State in Raleigh with her school on Wednesday. She liked the school, but would prefer a campus that is more compact and not embedded in a city. We visit Campbell University in May. I'd like to take Bek/Rach to many of these campuses. Tough choices, and its good to have choices.

So Liz, behave yourself, but HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Off the hook!

Pastor Benji holding the C.O. (Certificate of Occupancy)

Wow, we had the newhope grand opening yesterday. I attended first service, then worked up in "hopetown" with the fourth and fifth graders in their ultra cool "uptown" location. The kids are great, they seem to enjoy the new diggs and I asked one of them if they had fun, and he answered an enthusiastic "ya".

Service was cool too, the lights, the live action camera, if felt as if I were at a concert (and I got wicked good seats in the second row). There were a "few" open seats in first service, but for second, I guess they added 40 seats and had people spill over into the youth room. My girls gave up their seats and went up to the youth room. What a great problem to have, someone mentioned that they ran out of parking space too. Hope some of the curiosity seekers will come back, it will be interesting to see what happens over the next several weeks. Will we have to go to 3 services? .... not a bad problem to have, but it is tough on the staff to pull it off.

Speaking of staff, Miss Lucie starts tomorrow at 9AM for 3 days TWTh 9-1 to cover phones and do miscellaneous admin activities. She's both excited and nervous, always wanting to put forth her best. She is still signed up for clinical recertification in May/June ... that will be 3 full days a week, a total of 180 hours. This is our plan B, but Lucie is not looking forward to the hospital scene. She much prefers an office scene.

Liz counts down to her return May 5th ... thinking she will really miss London. Praying she enjoys every minute about it. Bek's on track and field at school, Rachel went to Statesville for a meet yesterday. Though "Daniel's Fast" is not a diet, I've managed to lose 7 lbs. We end our fast on Wednesday, and Lucie and I are already planning a celebratory meal ... hmmm where to eat 'real' food.

Feast or Famine

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Check out the temp in Durham! Approaching 80 today and down into the 50's into the weekend. Holy Moley Cow!

Famine: It does feel like with the Daniel's fast Lucie and I have been on that even though I have had plenty of fruit and vegetables (my desert apple sits eying me, wondering if I'll forget her and she'll see the light of another day). I want steak. I'd settle for a slice of ham, or perhaps a hard boiled egg. One would think that my weight would be droppin' but nuh-huh ... not this middle aged sedentary geezer. Nope, well, ok 3 lbs is something ... and this is NOT a diet, but still. Lucie shed 9 lbs ... maybe more, and she's not telling me so that I don't throw a hissy fit. Course, she smuggly reminds me that SHE has been using the treadmill that Miss Rose gave her before she fled to Canada (how she snuck by those INS agents, I'll never know.)

Rachel uses that, plus the 16 plus hours at the gymnastics academy / week might explain that she's buff. Not fair, I want someone to discover my idea of fat eating microscopic machines: nanobots... on a mission to seek and destroy adipose deposits. Using the energy from the stores of fat they eat their way through, mapping the labyrinth of grease I've accumulated over these past 49 years. Gee whilikers I wish someone would develop that soon so I can be fit and trim by summer start. Apparently my family's gag reflex is very healthy. I'm reminded of this each time I attempt to take off my shirt.

Lucie actually wonders if I could pose for Reuben as one of his voluptious beauties. Minus the beauty, she thinks I have the right proportions. C'mon, as my friend once said "I have the body of a god ... unfortunately it's Buddha!"

Liz's feet are still swollen, apparently she has relented and is not being fashionable and wearing her sneakers. Girl, who cares what your shoes look like ... be comfortable. Even when she was on TV, nobody saw her feet! They've been wrecked since Royal Family Week where she did kick boxing barefooted ... that girl.

Bek had a boatload of tests today. Ah the joys of schoolin' Teacher's don't necessarily confer when they do their individual schedules. The beauty of the one room schoolhouse (aka homeschoolin')

Rachel overslept today, got up at 8:04 for her 8AM class, luckily it was online and she didn't have to look purty for anyone.


Feast: Lucie just got offered a 10 hour per week job at our church answering phones. It's about 1/2 of what she made in NH but with no stress ... one ring a ding-ie, two ring a ling-ie ... "A gracious good morning to you"

Paris, France

Hello Family!!!

I wanted to write to let you know that I am alive and well. :) I am completely exhausted as Vanessa, Lauren, and I covered a severe amount of Paris on foot, but I am really happy about how the trip went! Oh, and just to let you both know, my right foot is the shape of a bratwurst - I think I pulled something- and will most likely be testing out the UK National Health System as I search for a physical therapist in the coming days. joy.

Anyways, back to Paris. I think the greatest parts of my weekend were seeing the Eiffel Tower light up and sparkle on the hour. It was absolutely gorgeous, and convinced me that yes, indeed, I am in THE Paris. It was absolutely gorgeous and I am determined to re-visit. We also climbed Notre Dame, again, one of my highlights. I made a short video for Bekkah there- I wont give away all the details- but let's just say it involves a rather lame impersonation of Quaismodo- because we all know hos much she LOVED me doing that when she was younger. hahahaha.

Here is what we visited in two days:

• The Louvre (yes, I saw the Mona Lisa)
  
• Arc de Triumph (climbed and conquered)
  
• Notre Dame (waited in like for an hour in the rain- but eventually climbed, conquered, saw the bell, and posed with the lovable -looking gargoyles)
  
• Musee d'Orsay - Saw the Van Gogh and Monet collections. AMAZING.
  
• A chapel- which I can't quite remember the name-
• Sainte Chapelle maybe? It had gorgeous stained glass windows EVERYWHERE.
  
• Climbed Montmartre and visited Sacre Coeur?(Dad, I'm butchering these words-
  sorry!)-the chapel on top. When we walked in a mass was going on and so we got to listen to beautiful singing from the nuns.
  
• Climbed the Eiffel Tower - ALL 3 levels.
  
• Visited The Opera House
  
• Ate loads of crepes and tasted the wine - I even ordered creme brulee --- and basically found my new love in life.
  
• Walked the red light district and found the oh so famous Moulin Rouge where Vanessa and I broke into the elephant love medley and received several unpleasant looks from fellow tourists.

I absolutely think we need to go as a family so dad can show us all the best spots. I found that it was really difficult to find places to eat because everything was so expensive - so I ate baguettes and crepes the whole time. Which were delicious so it was fine. I didn't really stumble across a pastry shop, though I searched quite hard for one. Soooo Ill have to try them when we all go ;)

OK more to come. Call me tonight if you can! I'm off to lunch!

Love you!

Lizzy (8:26 AM EST + 5 hours = 1:26 PM GMT)

Liz is in PARIS!

She's off on Fridays, so this weekend's excursion was in Paris France. Oh la la! I envy her, and told her to make sure she sampled the fine pastries. She's only there through Sunday when she'll fly back to London.

Oh man to walk down cobblestone streets in Paris once again. Rachel insists that I take her some day, I'm all too willing, just unsure of spending the money at this juncture.


Bekkah and Rachel are going to Brittany's sweet 16 party on Saturday. New dresses (yellow and red) and new shoes make the girls look too grown up for this daddy's liking. But hey, we jumped for joy when we no longer needed to diaper them, I guess they keep growing "ready or not" and as Pastor Lee once said, people don't have babies ... they have "human beings" ... and everything that entails.

It is supposed to be warm through the weekend ... I'm ready for it.

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My cousin went to be with the Lord yesterday

And while I know he is in Jesus' arms, it made me think about the town we grew up in and so I found this video:

Now, my cousin's name is Ray Labbe. He's 56, not much older than I am and he has a pretty remarkable testimony. He's even appeared on the 700 club after being healed of cancer. He and his wife Linda worked on a mobile soup kitchen in New Britain Ct. The ministry was called Isaiah 58.

My Mom phoned last night, this was her sister Florence's youngest son. There are some deaths that are tragic. Tragedy is when the person believed nothing, the person lived this world not knowing of glory on the other side. Ray knew the Lord, he and his wife had a conversion experience and they lived out their life serving God by serving God's creation. They went as a family, (they have 2 grown daughters) on a medical ship. This was years ago, and as can be expected they weren't viewed as middle of the road, steady as she goes. They took some guff for their beliefs, but what impressed me most was that they walked what they talked. I look forward to seeing Ray some day in heaven, I'm sure he'll be there with open arms, a great big smile on his face (course I'm assuming that he'll take a breather from worshiping at Jesus' feet).

Strange, years and miles separate us, but memories and faith will bind us. I'm praying for Linda and the girls Robyn and Jillian. I know Jillian was born while I was away in France, my junior year abroad as my grandmother sent me a casette recording of "events" and I remember her trying to pronounce Jillian. I still have that tape somewhere.

Funerals, deaths all reminders that we live in the here and now and our time here is short. In the book, the Beautiful Fight, the author mentions that we serve a risen Christ. The accension was Christ, in body, rising to heaven. Instead of asking WWJD we should ask, What Is Jesus Doing? Tomorrow our church embarks on the Daniel's Fast. (some start today). I'm not sure I'll go beyond 10 days, that's my goal, even though pastor asked us to go 21 days with nothing but fruits and vegetables ... I'm already dreading not having a caffeine hit with a tea each A.M. ... Mom told me the funeral would be in Berlin, even though Ray and Linda lived in Connecticut. I won't be going, but I will indeed be praying for Linda and the girls. Also be praying for Ray's sister and brother Cecile and Leo.

I've lost uncles, cousins, grandparents ... I've yet to lose my parents, siblings or offspring. Come Lord Jesus Come.

Edinburgh, Scotland

Miss Liz went to Scotland, she may be back in London by now, but the weather was gorgeous and she was thoroughly enjoying the dig's at Edinburgh's Jury's Inn. This upscale hotel was part of the pre-paid trip to Scotland, all she and Vanessa needed to do was supply lunch and dinner. Even the continental breakfast at the hotel was posh.



As part of their tour, Liz and weekend roomie Vanessa, went to Edingburgh Castle. Liz said she could really see herself going back to Scotland for an extended stay. I asked if we were ever going to see her come home, or if she would fall in love with the UK and just stay on.


We are supposed to talk to Liz tonight when she's back at home in her UK flat, she's learning much and even got to babysit the MP's grand-daughter, that's what he chose for her task one day. He brought his 5 year old grand-daughter to work and had Lizzie babysit her. Liz says she was darling.

May the bird of paradise fly up your nose ....

http://www.cowboylyrics.com/lyrics/dickens-little-jimmy/may-the-bird-of-paradise-fly-up-your-nose-10376.html a classic ... the URL also has a ringtone available. It is raining today, and I have a boatload of things to do. Rain has a way of making you long for sunnier days.

Visited UNCW (wilmington) on Monday, nice campus. We did this mostly because we could. I had the day off, so did Bek, and we wanted to check out various campuses in the state to give the girls exposure to what's out there. Bek still has a year, and she is not sure where to start in deciding on a career. My idea about visits is to try to eliminate places, or find one that really gives her a good vibe. UNCW was not eliminated, but did not jump out at her either ... so it's a possibility.

Rachel has been pondering which courses to take, and possibly doing AP courses so that she can get higher than a 4.0 GPA and go to UNC Chapel Hill. She did like the Duke Campus when her driver's ed teacher had her drive out there. Both schools don't just accept anybody, and Duke is definitely more pricey than I'd like ... wish I had a rich relative leave me in their will.

Lizzie just visited Germany and caught up with a couple of Messiah folk. She had a good time, and it is back to normal in London this week. She's been there for over a month already ... Now all we have to do is pray for a decent job for her this summer.

Liz sat right behind the Prime Minister

Hey Mom and Dad!

I have had a fantastic day thus far. I just sat in a two hour meeting with the heads of the select committees and Prime Minister Gordon Brown.
Interestingly enough, I ended up sitting directly behind Mr. Brown and the entire meeting (all 2 1/2 hours of it) was broadcast live. I found the link to the footage on the Parliament website.



http://www.parliamentlive.tv/Main/Home.aspx

Go here and click on "What's On" --> go to the committees channel box and click on the link entitled: "10 am HoC Liaison Committee--Boothroyd Room- Evidence from the Prime Minister"

Maybe you'll be able to see me :)


<3 you!
Lizzy

Tuesday, it's "Acting Up" time

Like I need an excuse to act up ... but tonight, Lucie and I will head to church to meet with our small group. We are reading "The Beautiful Fight", and also going to work on some drama exercises. Not sure I can pantomime "you are a seed in the pre-spring ground." A little too Hal Haywood for my taste, but then again, it's not about ME. I want it to be about me, but nobody else cares, and rightfully so.

Another gorgeous day today, hit the 70's and that ain't bad for Feb. 10th. I wish I could play outside all day, my inner child would like that. Actually I need to talk to that young boy, apparently he's been eating way too much, cause he's causing me to expand. (Another minor character fault of mine, accepting blame).

Spoke to Liz, it is wet and drizzly in old London town. Amazing how the weather affects your outlook in life. I've been chipper and upbeat with the sight of daffodils poking out of the ground. I watched a bunch of squirrels correction, a "scurry" or dray of squirrels. When I was in France (flight of ideas, and I turned it back to being all about me)... I had a professor who was teaching us translation of French into English. He spoke with a beautiful English accent, and made two remarks that I clearly remember unto this very day, some 29 years later:

1. The King James Bible is the most beautiful and well written of all the books he had ever read.
2. English is the most descriptive of languages and he used as his example the groupings of animals:
pride of lions
scurry of squirrels
flock of sheep
a plague of locusts
gaggle of geese (if they are on the ground, if in flight then) a skein of geese

So if click on the link above, it will take you to a listing of other animal grouping names. Ok, so some trivia you could have lived without ... I get it, but these are the things I find cool. Lucie is out getting Bekkah from a basketball game at school. It will be interesting next year, when Rachel joins her, if Rachel will be rushing her along to get to all the various activities on her plate. We shall see.

70+ degrees and I played in the dirt!

Sunday was AWESOME ... it may have hit 74 degrees, all I know is the sun was shining and the air was warm. I know this is an anomaly in NC, not all February 8ths are this warm, but still, that was nice. I moved some straggler "bulbs" from there wherever places to just at the foot of this oak tree outside our living room window. I plan on being able to see them bloom from inside. The infamous Thanksgiving / Christmas / Valentines cactus is blooming again. Lucie's dad had started this back in the day, he's been gone before Rachel turned 1, it was one of the few plants that survived our lack of green thumbism and traveled with us (me and Questra the cat) in my SCION when I arrived here June 28th 2008.

Have no idea what the bulbs will look like. I believe we saw some last year when we visited in February ... mostly white or yellow if I recall. Lucie is going to a local garden shop with Aunt Penney to pick up a bird feeder. You could hear them all chirping this morning as I walked out to the car to head to work.


Rachel had her first 3 hour driving session on Sunday, she goes back on Tuesday and Thursday ... soon she'll have done the required time and observation and will go to the DMV for her driver's permit. All very exciting. Bekkah should be up for her license on May 1st, since she got her NH license the last week of April, and the DMV was going to count that as a "permit". She'll still be restricted, needing not to drive between 9PM and 6AM (unless going to and from work or school) and only one non-family member. While Liz is in London, using the CRV should not be a problem, but on the cinco de mayo we get Liz back, and then we'll have to scurry for wheels. Liz is enjoying her internship, went sight-seeing all day on Saturday. Lucie and Liz chatted for quite a while yesterday. Thank goodness for Vonage and that Liz now has access to a landline.

Our church is going to do a "Daniel's Fast" ... Lucie and I will do this for 10 days, though Pastor BK is asking us to do it for 21. He's doing it for a full 40 days.

Saw my first UNC game last night

Men's tar heel basketball against the Maryland Terrapins. UNC won, however some argued their defense could have been better. I just enjoyed the whole scene with die-hard fans whoppin' and hollerin' "TAR" .... "HEEEEELS" and not to mention the whole "sea" of baby blue. Never saw this spirit in NH at KSC. (Go Owls?)



Friday Feb. 6th:
Ok, started that post didn't get very far. This has been a hard week, we lost two guys in our department, both with young kids. That's a total of four since november, pretty much everyone that was local to RTP are gone (in my group anyway). Makes for quiet "interaction" from co-workers. Just myself and a contractor who works from home most days.

Luckily, my HTH (home town honey) is meeting me for lunch. Liz is still lovin' London, she enjoys the hub-bub of a capital city and the vibe of living there. Apparently she has been referred to as "love" by her MP, which I believe is just a british term ... I shouldn't worry, just like I don't worry that Lucie calls everyone Hon or Sweetie ...

Lucie has been asked to come interview for a job, part time, but her getting out and seeing folks should be good. We are getting more estimates for the pool (hey someone has to help out the local economy).

Rachel get's to compete in Fayetteville tomorrow. We haven't traveled there yet, I think besides flying through Charlotte once, that this will be the furthest south we've traveled in NC.

Our friends are starting to talk about visiting ... apparently the snow is making everyone think of warmer climes. It was cold last night, but should hit 50 today and 65 tomorrow ... not bad for Feb. 6th.


Amen to this!

Snow day in London

Liz got to stay home from her internship in London as they got "10 centimeters" (around 6 inches) of snow. The worst in 18 years a local tabloid reported. So she's at home in her flat today catching up on rest.

On a quirky note, she's dealing with a hyper-efficient fraud alert system. Her bank put a hold on her card as she tried to buy groceries yesterday. She had told them she would be in Europe, but apparently their systems still shut her down. Hopefully it is all squared away.

Bekkah and Rachel get to go to the gym "together" tonight. Rachel has uppped her workouts to 4 times a week. Bekkah is "trying it out" tonight. The gym does not have a level 8 program, but Bek is going for the exercise. She would not be able to compete this year even if she wanted to. She's nervous, as she hasn't worked out since she sprained her ankle last spring in NH.

Rachel has established herself as a hard-working team member. Here she is a "novice" pre-op, and her coach said if she goes through competition through the summer that he would move her to level 7 team next fall. She's worked hard and it has paid off. On other Rachel news, we find out if she got selected from the lottery for Wood's Charter School where Bekkah presently attends. If accepted, the plans are for her to go into her junior year at that same public high school.

We have workers all over our house, applying caulk, paint and nails to go through a punch list with our builders. Ah the joys of home ownership. The city of Durham is also replacing a "termite" infested phone pole. Maybe it's Duke Energy, and the city will add a light fixture once the power has been moved. Today they just put the pole in place.

Lucie was bummed today that one of her doctors just got layed off. A doctor getting layed off? Blame this economy, but his private practice did not make their numbers last year, so they are doing this to cut costs. Can you imagine? I thought the medical profession was recession proof, apparently not in private practice (hey, I think that's a theme the tv show has been dealing with of late.)

I find out tomorrow what my fate is at work as well. Promised the girls we would go to Bolivia if I'm not selected. They also want a pool, and that's on hold as well. Well, we are to trust in all things. My fate is in His hands and whatever happens, happens. I sure would like to blame someone else for this situation, but ultimately, I know that life isn't always easy or fair. "The rain falls on the just and the unjust". I pray that our department survives.

Note I sent to Lizzie

Liz,

... just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you. RELISH / ENJOY / SOAK IN this time, this season you're in. I have so many wonderful memories of my time in France back in '79-'80 (I also spent 33 days in '78). I can see you going back and revisiting your old haunts, even though I haven't for about 30 years now. Wish we could come visit, it would be a blast, but this week we focus on job continuation.

Bekkah is in charge of the "christian" group (co in charge w/ another girl) for the month of February at her school. They've been praying that I keep my job. My sentiments MOSTLY are that I'll still be employed after next week. Mom says she's at peace too. However, good feelings aside, we have to prepare for the possibility. So I covet your prayers too ...

I look at it like this. We are Jesus', we are in His care. He's refered to as the Prince of Peace and also the Refining Fire. I don't look forward to refining, but if he needs to "smelt" away gunk and hindrances, then so be it. I really would like to be 100% sold out, but that scares me. I like creature comforts. I like my flat screen tv, my cars, my home, my Keurig 1 cup coffee maker (ok, technically that's Mom's, but I do benefit from it). I really hope NOT to get layed off, because I REALLY want my girls to experience Bolivia. I know Mom won't go without me, and she asked again (makes me wonder if she's putting out a "fleece" to God) that if I lose my Fido job, that I will call Adam and tell him we're not going.

I really believe Mom will LOVE Bolivia. Can't you see her washing those babies? Can't you see her with children on her lap? Can't you see her in Chapare with the local women? Or perhaps at that clinic run by the Cuban doctors assisting them as an R.N.? I really believe that I won't lose my job, just so that God can get Mom out there to see what He has for her.

So, back to what's REALLY the reason for writing. Not to worry you, just to share. Just to let you know that you are LOVED. That Mom and I are so proud of you for taking this chance, to stretch yourself. Even when we are not there, we are there. Listen to your heart-beat, your breathing. Take yourself in, look at your reflection, know that we think of you often. Mostly, know that He who created you is looking after you. Though surrounded by the unfamiliar, know that He never ever plans on letting you go. That He and His angels watch over you, that you can converse with Him at any time, that He remains your hope and high tower.

Don't let anyone get under your skin. As scripture says "Count it all joy ..." Next time someone seems to doubt your ability, remember that they are a Godsend, someone God has sent your way to bless. Count it all joy baby, tell them that God loves them. See, life isn't always roses and sunshine but things happen for a reason. When you feel squeezed, turn to the Word, and let its healing prayers soothe you. Take a walk on a cobblestone street and remember the blessing you are experiencing. Listen to a local say "little bit" and smile. Know that you are LOVED, and God who died for you and smiles upon His creation and loves His Lizzie. Remember that Sunday is around the corner and you will get to worship in a world class setting! The sites, the smells, the culture all of it is there for you to remember that your are The King's kid!

I know it rains there, but remember it rains here. Wonder if the droplets of fog that are hitting your face once hit the face of a martyr, of your friends, of Rose Emelda or of Jesus of Nazareth. Know that you are connected to a family of believers who are in all parts of the world. Remember how I told you about the time I was in Spain, traveling by myself? Well if I did, here it goes again. I was on my Spring Break, and we had decided to go to Spain. For whatever reason, even though I had hitch-hiked and then met up with friends, I had none of them around me. I must have looked down, lonely or afraid, cause a young person, around my age or a little older, stopped me and rattled something out to me in spanish. I'm not sure if the deer-in-the-headlights look gave my lack of understanding away or if my american accent "Que?" did it, but he smiled broadly and said in a very heavy Spanish accent, "SMILE, Jesus loves you."

I did, and I remember it to this day. One of my "hermanoes in Christ" taking the time to share God's love. So, you are not alone, you are never alone. So have an awesome weekend. Do NOT feel pressured to doing anything you don't want to. Go to a flower shop, stop and smell the roses. Go to a gallery, and appreciate the hours spent creating the artwork, the imitation of the great Creator, the subtle features of the artist's pen. SMILE honey, God loves you and so does your Mommy and your Poppy.

Love, and hugs and kisses,

Dad

Lucie's favorite gift was the "BCC Retreat"

Wasn't sure how that would work out, but she was delighted and said she would never have asked. This will be the first retreat where she can attend without having to prepare and "work". Now she'll just have to figure out logistics like who she'll stay with and how to get from the airport to point B ... etc etc. It was cool having her get something she wasn't expecting and just really made her happy.

Besides the carvel cake from our small group, and tulips and lunch from our neighbor, Lucie got two dozen roses from a couple we know in MA (so ok, the card made a crack about the "passing of one's youth", but who can be upset with that when you have this big bouquest of spring colored roses!)

Along with the coffee maker came a candle, box of coffee and a finished frame of her favorite people. Add to that the many who phoned to wish her well ... "can you believe they remembered my birthday?"

Liz called from England, she's learning that people under pressure don't always react with kindness, granted she wasn't the recipient of this outburst, but it does make one cautious not to mess up. She had her first "class" outside of her internship and the teacher is a character. Apparently, the class is on terrorism, but the instructor prefers to point students to the best places to get a buzz on.... surely not something she'd expect at her alma matter, but "this isn't Kansas anymore.." Life lessons come at us all the time, don't they.

NH Weather


NC Weather

Our pals in NH were getting yet more snow yesterday, our rain squall with limited visibility was enough for me! In our area, a few places had downed trees and one church lost part of its roof. Still, unlike NH, we don't have to shovel it, and today is nice and sunny in Durham, though it has cooled down to the 40's ... (was in the high 60's yesterday)

Happy Birthday Honey!

Well, this isn't exactly the way I planned it. It's Lucie's birthday .... remember the Challenger explosion? That shares the same date, but not the same year. Last night our "Acting Up" group had a mini "carvel" ice cream cake for Lucie. Both of us are trying to reverse our growing trends this year, so having a cake today for Lucie may not happen. We'll go to lunch somewhere on Saturday ... maybe even Tupelo's in Hillsborough NC ... The "not exactly what I planned" is referring to my eye acting up, funny Lucie's a year older, and I'm getting the old age symptoms ... but hey, by tomorrow, I'll be back to normal ... whatever that is.

Lucie is taking Bekkah into school ... I'll sneak the gift that is in the back of the van out ... shhhh its a secret.